Here lately farming has really been on my mind...well I guess I can't help it, I mean it's all around me. I see the results of it at every meal, I here of its prices on the news, I learn its ways in class and I practice it in my dreams. There is an inner part of me that loves being able to see something grow, its something I find peace in. Recently in class and my observations I have seen the potential of farming to be a place for renewal and healing. This is something that I have never connected to agriculture before but the more I think about it I just can't get it out of my head (hence why I'm starting this at 1 in the morning).
The idea is to go beyond the goal of profit and business for farming and use it as a vehicle to teach, inspire, heal and empower. (Now don't get me wrong here there is still a great need for production farming) Yesterday I had the opportunity to visit a place that practiced in a matter of speaking just that. In the middle of Durham, NC there is a small 2 acre plot of converted land from a car garage/funeral parlor that reaches out to the community and makes a difference in the lives of its youth. It is known as the SEEDS garden: "SEEDS educates youth and adults through gardening, growing food and cultivating respect for life, for earth and for each other".
It was truly an inspirational place that provided a safe place for youth to come and learn in a earth based classroom if you will. The program recognizes that each child responds in their own way and for this reason they provide a variety of opportunities for each of them to express themselves.
As you enter the garden you are welcomed by a low maintenance butterfly garden that has been set up as an example to the community. Followed by 2 large iron garden inspired gates. To one side you see Yurtle the Turtle (a water cistern) where students learn of the recycling and use of water, compost bins are a place to learn of the recycling of nutrients and waste and respect for the ones who do it...worms. Continuing in the garden you see a large perennial garden very conducive to quiet reflection with a grape covered arbor and children's artwork throughout. Continuing on you will see the Seedlings garden for the elementary kids which allow each one their on 3' by 2' space to plant anything they want and care for, a teepee made of beans that they can sit under, a wall of student artwork and beautiful tulips.
The tour then continues into a herb garden where the senses of smell and touch are heightened with each plant. Students are encouraged to touch and feel the plants while also getting to learn about its uses in cooking classes. Fig trees provide a healthy snack when in full bloom as well as a fun place to climb and hang out in it's mangled branches. More compost bins read "feed me," "I'm full" and "burp" as ways to describe their stage in the compost cycle and are followed by nearly 20 raised beds framed by rough cut cedar planks. Here is where community members may have their own plot for their own devices and the experimentation of their own practices. At the end of the plots are a small pond and an outdoor classroom. The pond serves as a source of entertainment from wildlife where the children love to play with frogs and catch insects which they are then taught Karate moves such as the praying mantis in the outdoor classroom. The children are able to let their energy escape in the forms of each movement while learning the traditions and art forms within the moves.
A fire pit is a place where students must go through a rite of passage so to speak in order to participate and learn the art of being a fire keeper. Here students are given the freedom and open space to express themselves, problems they're having and symbolically overcome them with the burning of the fire. The transparency of the workers and volunteers provide a role model when for some there is none. These relationships foster deeper connections in each life where they can be healed, inspired and liberated from their troubles to be empowered to find themselves in the world and do great things. I listened to the representation and the use of the fire as a classroom and coaching tool I couldn't help but think back to my days in Girl Scouts where I found similar comforts while sitting around a campfire. Here all guards were down and the flicker of the fire showed me how life really worked.
The tour ended with their cut flower garden, greenhouse, and market gardens. High school students have the opportunity to receive pay for their work in the garden and they are responsible for seeing through the entire process...from seed to market.
At the end of the tour I couldn't help but smile. For many years I have tried to think of ways to use the garden as an outdoor classroom but this was something more than I ever imagined. It was a place for holistic thinking and nourishment: physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I hope that one day I'm able to be a part of something that makes such an impact in the way that this program is doing. It encourages me to continue working with youth but makes me question the way in which I do it!
For more info about SEEDS visit seedsnc.org :)
"If you want the rainbow, you have to put up with the rain." ~Dolly Parton
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Saddle Up Anyway!
Today has been a marvelous day! I had the opportunity to go to my home church for youth Sunday where I was given the honor to speak or as some said "preach the message and step on toes." Now I don't feel I really stepped on toes but by the end of the service we could've watered quite a few plants. I'm not sure what was so different about today but for some reason I felt part of something bigger...something that I was once a part of but no longer was. I guess in my absence due to college I have grown distant from my home church...or so it feels. I guess that's why things seemed so personal today.
I chose to use Daniel as my subject this morning as he is one of my favorite examples of courage in the life of a young person. When I look at Daniel and his stories I couldn't help but help to find myself wondering what he would be like if I were to meet him today. You know I think he would probably be a great catch! But who knows :) There were things that I pointed that I admired about Daniel:
1) He had the courage to stand up for his beliefs even in uncertain times or places
2) He showed respect...chivalry is not dead my friends!
3) He was well revered and a great leader
4) He was a great man of God!
I couldn't help but think that I would only be so lucky for God to choose a man for me that had very similar qualities. I don't say this to look like I'm desperate or looking for a relationship, I'm happy with where I am in my life and know that at this moment a significant other is not the plan. I do say this though to take note that if it is in the greater plan...I don't think these stood out to me for no reason.
Daniel's life of courage inspires me to live a life of courage as well. Being a Christian in today's world almost requires a daily dose of courage. So often I find myself knowing that while I'm standing in the dark if I just take one simple step toward the Lord he would turn on the light and take care of me. However, that is easier said than done! After that step is taken the next hardest thing is to ensure that all of me went with that step and that I have given all over to Him. Most recently this has been a big struggle as I have listened, awaited and followed God's call. I know that God will take care of me in this matter but that does not make me any less scared to death. Don't get me wrong though I'm very excited about what's in store but I do believe it's only healthy for that excitement to be accompanied by fear.
As I touched upon some of this today I looked out across the audience and saw tears...I wondered if they were tears of pride, sorrow, a sign of God's presence or something else? I do not think that in my life I have ever felt so affirmed or supported in the things I said or the life I live. I saw my Grandpa show emotions I never knew he was capable of, I saw some of the biggest influencer's of my life tell stories to one another about how I was as a child and I definitely do not remember a time when I received so many tearful hugs in only a 10 minute time period. I did not think that what I said was such a 'moving' combination of words I believe there was more going on this church. I believe that just as I had hoped God was able to speak through me and I feel thankful and honored to have been the vessel.
As I continue my journey and you yours just remember..."Courage is being scared to death...and saddling up anyway!" ~ John Wayne
When you have a free moment I encourage you to listen or watch this video of the poem "The Dash" by Linda Ellis, I shared it today as it's one of my favorites :)
I chose to use Daniel as my subject this morning as he is one of my favorite examples of courage in the life of a young person. When I look at Daniel and his stories I couldn't help but help to find myself wondering what he would be like if I were to meet him today. You know I think he would probably be a great catch! But who knows :) There were things that I pointed that I admired about Daniel:
1) He had the courage to stand up for his beliefs even in uncertain times or places
2) He showed respect...chivalry is not dead my friends!
3) He was well revered and a great leader
4) He was a great man of God!
I couldn't help but think that I would only be so lucky for God to choose a man for me that had very similar qualities. I don't say this to look like I'm desperate or looking for a relationship, I'm happy with where I am in my life and know that at this moment a significant other is not the plan. I do say this though to take note that if it is in the greater plan...I don't think these stood out to me for no reason.
Daniel's life of courage inspires me to live a life of courage as well. Being a Christian in today's world almost requires a daily dose of courage. So often I find myself knowing that while I'm standing in the dark if I just take one simple step toward the Lord he would turn on the light and take care of me. However, that is easier said than done! After that step is taken the next hardest thing is to ensure that all of me went with that step and that I have given all over to Him. Most recently this has been a big struggle as I have listened, awaited and followed God's call. I know that God will take care of me in this matter but that does not make me any less scared to death. Don't get me wrong though I'm very excited about what's in store but I do believe it's only healthy for that excitement to be accompanied by fear.
As I touched upon some of this today I looked out across the audience and saw tears...I wondered if they were tears of pride, sorrow, a sign of God's presence or something else? I do not think that in my life I have ever felt so affirmed or supported in the things I said or the life I live. I saw my Grandpa show emotions I never knew he was capable of, I saw some of the biggest influencer's of my life tell stories to one another about how I was as a child and I definitely do not remember a time when I received so many tearful hugs in only a 10 minute time period. I did not think that what I said was such a 'moving' combination of words I believe there was more going on this church. I believe that just as I had hoped God was able to speak through me and I feel thankful and honored to have been the vessel.
As I continue my journey and you yours just remember..."Courage is being scared to death...and saddling up anyway!" ~ John Wayne
When you have a free moment I encourage you to listen or watch this video of the poem "The Dash" by Linda Ellis, I shared it today as it's one of my favorites :)
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
The Willy Wonka of Biofuels
As a child one of my favorite authors was Roald Dahl, you know the author of James and the Giant Peach, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory and my favorite The BFG. Anyways WW and the Chocolate Factory also happens to be in the top ten of my movie list next to Gone in 60 Seconds and Coal Miner's Daughter. Anyways, today in my Agroecology class I had the opportunity to take a little trip out to Pittsboro, NC to the Piedmont Biofuels plant. There are lots of cool and innovative things going on at this site that made me super excited about -- reminding me of Willy Wonka's factory!
Now I must preface this with saying NO I am not one of those "hippie vegetarian eat only organic persons," not there is anything wrong with those people...it's just not me.
Having been in multiple agriculture courses in various disciplines I have been able to see a variety of perspectives. For instance, in Intro to Animal Science we discussed how the byproducts of many crops used by humans are an excellent source for our livestock such as using soybean meal in the beef and swine industry after the oil is extracted. In Natural Resource Economics we discussed how policy effects a variety of our natural resources such as policies focused on 'fixing' global climate change and carbon footprints while also meeting the needs and demands of the world food supply. In Wildlife Management we talk about the effects traditional agriculture methods have on wildlife populations and then in Agroecology we discuss the sustainability of food systems and incorporating the assets of the natural environment into agricultural systems. We talk about closing the nutrient cycle, making use of the whole plant. We also discuss in this class alternatives methods to the conventional such as biofuels. But then in Livestock Evaluation we talk about the rise in cattle prices due to a rise in corn prices due to the subsidizing of bioethanol as an alternative fuel source.
Are you starting to see the connections here? Many times these topics overlap and in many cases they conflict. It's quite interesting to put all of this together.
Back to my story...today when we went on our trip to Piedmont Biofuels we were able to see how they are transforming the 'scraps' of the food industry into a clean burning biodiesel. Now I must note here that Biofuel is the broad term for fuels made using renewable biomass products. Bioethanol is a fuel made from the fermentation of starch, sugars and cellulose. Biodiesel is made from oil crops or animal fats and is the equivalent to petroleum based diesel.
At PB's they are currently used used cooking grease in order to make biodiesel. At the facility they have also incorporated many other sustainable aspects to their facilities. Such as a solar double cropping system, vermicomposting (think of 100 bins of worms each with 2 lbs of worms eating half their weight in Whole Foods food scraps a day), aquaponics lettuce (sequesters CO2 from propane heaters speeding up growth), a fuel from the scraps of the world and even making herbicides/insecticides and bug spray from the byproducts of biofuels. All of this is the equivalent to Willy Wonka's Chocolate Factory in the sustainability world.
I'll leave you with one last classic that I think is appropriate.
How awesome is all of this, this is why i'm interested in what I'm doing! If you have questions about any of this I could probably go on but I'll stop for now :) so send me a message! For more info on Piedmont Biofuels go to http://www.biofuels.coop/
Now I must preface this with saying NO I am not one of those "hippie vegetarian eat only organic persons," not there is anything wrong with those people...it's just not me.
Having been in multiple agriculture courses in various disciplines I have been able to see a variety of perspectives. For instance, in Intro to Animal Science we discussed how the byproducts of many crops used by humans are an excellent source for our livestock such as using soybean meal in the beef and swine industry after the oil is extracted. In Natural Resource Economics we discussed how policy effects a variety of our natural resources such as policies focused on 'fixing' global climate change and carbon footprints while also meeting the needs and demands of the world food supply. In Wildlife Management we talk about the effects traditional agriculture methods have on wildlife populations and then in Agroecology we discuss the sustainability of food systems and incorporating the assets of the natural environment into agricultural systems. We talk about closing the nutrient cycle, making use of the whole plant. We also discuss in this class alternatives methods to the conventional such as biofuels. But then in Livestock Evaluation we talk about the rise in cattle prices due to a rise in corn prices due to the subsidizing of bioethanol as an alternative fuel source.
Are you starting to see the connections here? Many times these topics overlap and in many cases they conflict. It's quite interesting to put all of this together.
Back to my story...today when we went on our trip to Piedmont Biofuels we were able to see how they are transforming the 'scraps' of the food industry into a clean burning biodiesel. Now I must note here that Biofuel is the broad term for fuels made using renewable biomass products. Bioethanol is a fuel made from the fermentation of starch, sugars and cellulose. Biodiesel is made from oil crops or animal fats and is the equivalent to petroleum based diesel.
At PB's they are currently used used cooking grease in order to make biodiesel. At the facility they have also incorporated many other sustainable aspects to their facilities. Such as a solar double cropping system, vermicomposting (think of 100 bins of worms each with 2 lbs of worms eating half their weight in Whole Foods food scraps a day), aquaponics lettuce (sequesters CO2 from propane heaters speeding up growth), a fuel from the scraps of the world and even making herbicides/insecticides and bug spray from the byproducts of biofuels. All of this is the equivalent to Willy Wonka's Chocolate Factory in the sustainability world.
I'll leave you with one last classic that I think is appropriate.
How awesome is all of this, this is why i'm interested in what I'm doing! If you have questions about any of this I could probably go on but I'll stop for now :) so send me a message! For more info on Piedmont Biofuels go to http://www.biofuels.coop/
Sunday, March 13, 2011
"He Leadeth Me" from a child's eyes
As a young child I probably learned to read from a hymn book. My Grandmother loved to sing hymns and I vividly remember her comforting songs. Today in church we were singing the hymn "He Leadeth Me; O blessed thought!" As we were singing, in the row across from me sat a young man about the age of 6. The first verse of the hymn goes as follows:
"He leadeth me; O blessed thought! O words with heavenly comfort fraught! Whate'er I do, where'er I be, Still 'tis God's hand that leadeth me."
As I was singing I kept hearing something that just didn't sound right. So I paused for a few words until I figured it out. As I looked over at the boy he was laid back in the church pew, with his leg across his knee and the hymnal in his lap. The odd sound I was hearing was coming from him. He was singing very loudly, off key, the wrong words but very proudly. At first I wondered why no one said anything to him, but then I listened carefully to what he was singing. He probably couldn't have read the tough words of the traditional hymn so instead he proceeded to sing his own song with his own tune. His song went something to the effect of:
"Jesus loves me, and I love him. He loves my Mom and Daddy too. YESSSSSSS, He loves meeeee."
Once I was able to understand what he was singing I couldn't help but be tickled. My smile was un-containable, so much so that it caught the attention of my Father who gave me that "You better behave" look that I remember from so many years ago.
At the time I didn't think anything of the boys singing other than its humor. However, as I sat through the rest of the service I couldn't help but think of how the boy translated the hymn the way he did. As "older, educated people" too many times I think we forget the simplicity and meaning behind the things we do or even sing. I was encouraged by the boy as he was able to reassure him of the simple message that Jesus loves him and that He loves Jesus. So many times it would be nice if someone could just whisper in my ear or rather loudly proclaim as he did that simple reassurance.
Whenever I am on the mountaintops it is easy for me to see and hear that reassurance. It is when I am down in the valley that the troubles are deafening and it becomes harder to hear that simple message. I wish that I was able to hold on to that child like wonder as he showed me today. To be able to sing loudly (even if it's not what everyone else is singing or off key) and proudly the tune of our own lives...
I'm enjoying my tune today, how about you?
Thursday, March 10, 2011
If you want the rainbow...

Some people are hesitant about my aspirations of becoming an educator in these uncertain economic times...thank you for reminding me. I have found myself letting these reminders make me smile...a smile of knowing that this is a calling I have not taken lightly...a smile in knowing that I have the opportunity to have an impact on the lives of young people...a smile in knowing that I will be entering an honorable profession...a smile in knowing that I will hold a great responsibility...and a smile in knowing that I am scared to death of this great profession.
I would say it is safe to say that with each reminder I am just as much excited as scared. After all, nothing can prepare me to actually know what to expect in my classroom or how to make the most of each class. I will hold a great responsibility to make a positive impact on my students. You never know what each student is coming in with, what things they have to go through at home, on the way to school or what their life is like when you're not around. I hope that I am a person who not only teaches their students the content deemed necessary to pass a course but also to teach students how to make the most of their lives. What an immense task ahead of me!
Oh well, got my rain boots on and I'm walking forward until I see that rainbow! :)
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